Change

Sometimes I whinge...or whine.

(which one is American again?...oh boy)

Honestly though, I whine too much.

I've had a hard time with a few things here,

and whinged and whined and whinged some more about it.

But lately all the beautiful lessons that I was meant to be learning all along have come full-force.

Bam.

I've been left thinking

wow.  really? finally i see.

You know when people say everything happens for a reason?

And you just want to smack them?

Yeah, well now I'm the first person...and I'll probably get smacked soon.

It did happen for a reason.

And I'm scared to say, I'm glad it all went down the way it did.

(that is not me asking for more trials, thanks!)

Now I'm different.

I'm still Kaylee Jo, but a different and better Kaylee Jo.

A trial. For me. = Learning and growth. For me.

Hopefully next time I can see it,

without the whinging and whining...

but then again, I'm still human.

But I can try. And I will.

Change the way I think.

Change the way I react.

Change the way I see things.

Change me.